Today is 21st of April. Happy Anniversary! i thought there's no more anniversary, but things turned out to be quite different than i thought it will be. there's is so much i want to tell you, but i just don't know how to say it.
i want to thank you for:
- those warm hugs.
- all of the sweet texts that you sent to me.
- the rides home.
- saying things that knocked me death from laughing.
- not giving up on me.
- teaching me mathematics and physics.
- giving me tons to memorize
- all the nights you spent just to make sure that i'm safe
- holding my hands
- getting along with my devilish little brother and my silly girlfriends
- doing anything you can to make me feel comfortable and safe
- all the songs you have sang to me
- hitting back my punches and screams with smile and kisses
- all the tears you've shed for me
I'm sorry for:
- blabbering about kenny & my other crazy bros.
- shit-load of things i shouldn't have said to you.
- the hells i've put you trough
- things i haven't done to you
- my bad temper
- making you run out your patience
- the wrongs i do all over again.
- all the times that i turned my back on you
- not replying your text & answering your call
- my over-loaded selfishness
- the days i fight shy off you
- things i've done to you
Sebenernya gue cuma mau dingertiin. i have my own life, dan hidup itu ga cuma buat mikirin lo doang. I love my friends, yang cowo atau yang cewe semua sama. I want you to get used to my bros, since i always have them in my ups & downs. And i really don't want you to yell at me or seeing you throwing punches & kicks when you are angry.
I really want to say sorry. gue emang bad temper dan gampang bosen. i admit that. but i simply need a person that can be tough and caring even when i'm in a very bad day. Yes, i have known to change sunshine into rain. :P
Baca yang bener terus masukin otak. I'm happy as long as you are having fun and feeling perfectly fine. Because, i simply want another day with you and seeing your silly horselaugh.
i love you, i want to say that to you all over again. Anywhere and anytime.
Once again, Happy 5th Months, Riz! *virtual hug*